Shree Ganesha

Write! Okay , so here I am , just after reading an article; I consider myself a fine writer, at least good enough for me, though I have no sense of what, when and where to start an article (as I am doing now).

But still I have urge to write so that after a long span of time (hope I'll live till then) I'll be reading it and chuckling how the time elapsed.

                                     Leave it , its an imagination. Till now I have not written anything so here I declare myself a limited-vocab-rookie writer(at present) trying to write something and probably have written worthless 80+ words backing my situation of being a beginner.

                             I think its kind of a blog . Ironically 2-3 years back I did not even know what this blog thing is for and here I am now writing an article (of no use of course) and then posting it on my very blog.

             I think I have bothered you more than enough now. So 'still'-ing my keyboard I am leaving now
Bye for now :]

The FENCE

time is rapidly elapsing 
as burnt smoke dissloving 
. 
song followed by a song 
either nothing or evrything is wrong 
. 
bright light intensifying .....narrow and then wide 
_____ultimately crawling ..comes the darker side 
. 
little streams made...by drops of rain on lens 
felt the urge to make it.. to other side of FENCE 
. 
giving it a one more try again...now its blind black 
______muddy feet feels...swallowed by the track 
. 
within this FENCE...it who u are 
crossing this very boundary...helps u get far 
. 
KARMA wont knock u....no one knows u 
no more replies to where when what nd who 
. 
ur existence in the world is drowned...faint memories are few 
bygone becomes ur identity....needed is a fresh start ; a new you 
. 
but u r not there.... its ur thinking 
you are still wet in dark...with earthed feet sinking 
. 
FENCE seems impalable...u r still in the boundary 
clutched within social restrictions...yelling,screaming inside to be set free 
. 
suddenly light appears...somehow from nowhere 
wiping ur wet glasses u see...u r not alone there 
. 
countless people with same motive...to cross the FENCE 
more frustrated and greived they are..so are u 'tensed' 
. 
so u trail back ...to ur footsteps in the mud 
feeling failed within..taking the last look at the flood 
. 
flood of people.. desparate to make their way 
u turning ur back to the FENCE...hoping u'll conquer it someday

JOKER

I'm a JOKER..u want my accompany?
U'd love to coz imade u laugh that too for free

.

I'm a JOKER..looking happy seemz like never cried
thats what i reflect to the world outside

.

I'm a JOKER..with a shining quality of trust

but before a JOKER i'm a human first

.

I'm a JOKER..with a laugh which is fake

a person with broken heart at stake

.

I'm a JOKER..not by profession

taking your timeout with depression 

.

I'm a JOKER..i too can feel

but i have a different situation to deal

.

I'm a JOKER..and ur sympathy is not required

i was in need of love from which i was deprived

.

I'm a JOKER..a mortal human being

I'm a JOKER..but i too have dreams

.

dreams not too big to achieve

but firstly i'm tired of being deceived

.

I'm a JOKER..meant to entertain

no matter hum much i am in pain 

Kab tak MAI MAI karta rhega

Kab tak MAI MAI karta rhega

.

jaha taha sab chinta me leen hai

sab mrityu ke adheen hai

.

santushti k liye kab tak marta rhega

Kab tak MAI MAI karta rhega

                 |

Fal prapti ki aasha sabko hoti hai

isi aasha ko tak ke Zindagi ghut ghut k roti ha

.

MAUT satya hai __ KATU SATYA....kab tak isse darta rhega

Kab tak MAI MAI karta rhega

                  |

Jeevan prapt hua hai isliye kasht to anivarya hai

Karam karna tera aur badhaayein hatana USKA  karya hai

.

MOKSH ki talaash me kaha kaha firta rhega

Kab tak MAI MAI karta rhega

                   |

Moh aur Maya ki kami nahi is sansaar me

suna hai awaaz nahi hoti USKE var me

.

kab tak paapon ka ghada yu bharta rhega

Kab tak MAI MAI karta rhega

                      |

Wo din b aaega jab na tu rhega aur na tera ahem

shayad tab door hoga tera ye vhem

.

jab tak yu hi andar andar tu sadta rhega

apne aapse hi ladta rhega

shayad

tab tak tu MAI MAi krta rhega 

a LAD from past

There was a lad in the countryside

satisfied

happy and did what was right

Only had friends.. foes were the villains in the movies

unaware of cruel side of world and foul mentalities

Robbers, thugs and cons were just  in literature

he only knew they were bad, useless and fearsome creatures

Love meant mother … cousins were brothers

A new cricket bat was more important than

branded new shirt and pants

But unfortunately and more significantly

he died 13 years ago, which was compulsory

Coz the WORLD killed the lad that too little at a time

but remained the memories of him in his mind

Time elapsed eclipsing his innocence

but still missed was his mischievous presence

Days, weeks, months, years passed

converting the lad as a matter of past

now the lad is transformed matured enough

that being Mortal in this world is also tough