I hav changed a bit_but I wont take d blame...I slipped_I tripped_was played like a game

I hav changed a bit ..but i wont take d blame 
i slipped ..i tripped.. was played like a game 
. 
sympathy ,pity..just leave it for someone u care 
i've taken my path...just dont stare 
. 
I havnt even seen one third of my life 
i guess 
no need to put myself on d edge of a knife 
dats success 

success dat will matter..matter a lot to 'changed me' 
though someday i'll fall from dat edge 
but not coz of 'thee' 

from 'thee' i'm not adressing God here 
'thee' d someone who 'faked' care 
. 
hate? Naa just let it go 
so dats why i'm bit changed bro. 
. 
Forgive nd forget HE said 
i chuckled before HIM nd fled 

fled to find d old me... 
Gathered most of d pieces from d past. 

pieces unfaithful for 'changed me' 
were worth pity nd i was aghast 

so i threw those unfaithful pieces far 
far ..that no one ever see those pieces wid scars 

i wasnt changed but i was forced to change..so i wont take d blame 
coz 
i slipped , i tripped..nd was played like a game