Kumarsain , Narkanda , Kotgarh

Raw, white, thick sheet of snow
winters of where i grew
.
As far as you can go
Snow; everywhere snow
.
Monsoon comes as the season shuffle
'red' becomes the orchards of apple
.
Rest of the year
evergreen pine trees
here and there
.
National Highway 22 and sideways frost
curves, turns at their worst
.
Few untouched, unchanged features
crowd at its limit with emphatic nature
.
Nope! nothing written here is a lie
just a li'l part that I can describe
.
About my village and my dwelling place
lucky enough that 'here' I was raised
:)

"love"

Softness of your touch

Your tangled hair

Your delicate body That fragrance you wear

Your smile, your presence Bewildered me, with your absence

Small dimple, on your cheek Swear to God, its way too deep

Consciousness about your hairs They are perfect I swear

That ridge you know which Your whole world that you ditch

Ditch, to meet the one lad Writing this, a li'l sad

2 months of waiting almost For me, this part is the worst

This relationship has touched a milestone Milestone, marked by these words

You hav made this possible Coz I've made it many times cursed

Vampires love forever you say I'll be one, if forever with me u'll stay

I hav changed a bit_but I wont take d blame...I slipped_I tripped_was played like a game

I hav changed a bit ..but i wont take d blame 
i slipped ..i tripped.. was played like a game 
. 
sympathy ,pity..just leave it for someone u care 
i've taken my path...just dont stare 
. 
I havnt even seen one third of my life 
i guess 
no need to put myself on d edge of a knife 
dats success 

success dat will matter..matter a lot to 'changed me' 
though someday i'll fall from dat edge 
but not coz of 'thee' 

from 'thee' i'm not adressing God here 
'thee' d someone who 'faked' care 
. 
hate? Naa just let it go 
so dats why i'm bit changed bro. 
. 
Forgive nd forget HE said 
i chuckled before HIM nd fled 

fled to find d old me... 
Gathered most of d pieces from d past. 

pieces unfaithful for 'changed me' 
were worth pity nd i was aghast 

so i threw those unfaithful pieces far 
far ..that no one ever see those pieces wid scars 

i wasnt changed but i was forced to change..so i wont take d blame 
coz 
i slipped , i tripped..nd was played like a game

Gham tha ek zindagi mei..rakh aaya usse guzre kal mei

Gham tha ek zindagi mei..rakh aaya usse guzre kal mei

tinka sa zikar bhi nhi chahta uska ..mai aane wale kal mei

.

udasi nahi ..hasi aati hai mujhe apni kismat par

ek un_chaha sa daag lag gya hai meri gairat par

dhoke ka zariya hai chehra..isliye na jana shaql pe

gum tha ek zindagi mei..rakh aaya usse guzre kal mei

.

daya ki nazro se sakht nafrat si ho gyi hai

na mai roya ..na hi meri kismat ro rhi hai

roye wo apne liye...jinhe rone ka shauk hai

jee rhe hai abi tak..hume to jeene ka shauk hai

ta_umar to yaad rhega wo waqt jab tha be_akal mai

Gham tha ek zindagi mei..rakh aaya usse guzre kal mei

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Likhne ka mann kia ..to likh rha hu mai

khush hu aur khush hi dikh rha hu mai

insaan ko jaanna..bharose ko manna

fir teh-e-dil mei chupi sachaai ka saamna

zarra zarra hi sahi..jeena to seekh rha hu mai

na mai gumgeen hu ..na hi cheekh rha hu mai

ab bharosa tb hi hoga kisi pe ..jb koi shiqwa na ho is dil mei

Gham tha ek zindagi mei..rakh aaya usse guzre kal mei

mai Engineering kar rha hu

Kal exam hai..aur mai ye kavita likh rha hu

kyuki mitron ..mai engineering kar rha hu

.

Kis wakye se shuru karu?

jab mai yaha aaya tha

ya jab chhoda tha maine ghar

socha tha 4 saalon ki padhaai

fir jeeyunga zndagi bhar

.

Lekin kisne tha ye jana

degree mei wo aana

naye doston ka mil jana

nd most impartant of all

hostel ka wo unhygenic khana

.

Paentre seekh rha hu yaha zindagi mei jeene ke

seekh rha hu apne aap ko sambhaalna baad peene ke :)

lagta hai jaise SEMESTER guzr rha hai bas 1 mahine mei.

Exams ki tension to shayad school tak hi thi

mai to yaha kavita likh rha hu ;)

kyuki sahebaan aur kadrdaan mai Engineering kar rha hu ;)

.

Na poocho in assignments ki 'date of deadline'

na poocho ye practicals , 'no dues' aur fine

pehli baar 'just taste' krna beer,whiskey,desi ya wine 

.

Oh bhool hi gya ..Main topic of knowledge

none other than..girls of college :P

line maarna ladkio ko from canteen to ground via khidki

line di to thik warna change of sight aur dhoodo koi or ladki :P

change of fashion..increasing ur sense of wearing

so hear again...I am pursuing Engineering

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"worth-dying" dosto ka milna in 1st year

kabhi sab subjects mei backlogs..kabhi poora semester all clear

.

ciggarette ko chhodne ki kasam

pango mei dosti nibhaanke ki kasam

dost aur uski GF ki suleh karvane ki kasam

.

farewell bhi aayegi..

uske baad kya hoga pata nhi

haatho mei hogi degree

ho jayegi khtam ye mast zindagi

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kisse to bahut hai lekin kahi Senti na ho jaau to itne hi likh rha hu

doson mai engineering kar rha hu

alone ,astray ,unknown ..just anywhere to go

There comes a time he wants to leave d places he know

alone ,astray ,unknown ..just anywhere to go

.

no more burdens..no sign of tense

he want to cross that limiting fence

.

to regain d free life he lost and didnt even kno

alone, astray , unknown..he just wants to go

.

not want to be rememberd ..he wants to skip

like a useless clip

which is lost nd it doesnt matter

missing like this would b much better

.

he doesnt want any poster wid missing on it to show

alone, astray , unknown..he is making his way to go

.

freedom he wants..

fed up from taunts

.

like a whisper in d crowd

he want to make nil sound

.

most will perhaps not even care

from my part this isnt fair

.

but there are few making him bow

so he is neither alone nor unknown.. But still he wants to go