to b what i was

i tried ma best

fuck wat says d rest

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but all went away in vain

but dats it.. i wont try again!!

.

i opened up like a book 

but dat was not enough though

chuck it.. i'll live

like i was living before

.

i just had a dream dats wot i'll xplain 

but all dreams need not to come true

some untold words ..

sharing whom i wanted to

.

i;ll recover but cracks remain

repenting me dat i tried in vain 

.

was i worth more . i still dont kno

atleast m trying hard just to let it go.

,

let it go nd pretend nothing happend

pretention is all i can do coz its my only weapon

.

weapon which i can use in ma defence ..now and then

to overcome the situation i am in

.

 no offence if situation worsen coz 

i'll try my best 2 be what i was

Quuotes!

1. dissect ma brain____ bore a hole in ma head ;
i'll bear the pain____but____ I ai'nt be dead.
.

2.All u can do 2 me is HATE.. .
"Dats it" n "THATS all" written in ur "FATE"..
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3.things change__ shit happens__ n still LIFE GOES ON!!
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4. no matter how strong a guy is if he has some girl he cares for !! .
it reveals his SOFT side
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5. Terrorise ur heart.. It'll bow b4 u...
Let heart tame u.. It'll blow u... :/
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6. ‎1st impression ___is last impression__!!
chuck it dude__ i aint here to IMPRESS____ m here 2 xpress

SCARS of CURSE nd NOTHINGNESS

words can pray__so don't u pleA_

.

existence has become a CURSE__death too has become a dream_

.

lone truth inside__lips curving into fake smile_

.

sins are to be undone  & still to conquer miles_.

.

standing statued ___lonely in an isle

.

emerging sparkingly from nowhere__ sparkingly from piles _

.

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drowned in oceans__ dragged into hell

.

crushed by mob__should i more tell

.tryin 2 repell

more i try ___ more i fell

.

remains will be scars __pain unleashed by death knell_

.

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breathing each breath__hearing single beat of heart_

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has death been invaded__ or its a new statrt

 .

supressionis not desired__ even HELP is HELPLESS

.

dawn is at way far at d end__ hoping for NOTHINGNESS

IMMORTALIY is not__ for what m CRYING

laughing silently __murmuring alone;

.

on the moments

with time which have gone;

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now m realising _its not impossible

dat I am trying;

.

IMMORTALIY is not__ for what m CRYING

treading d path leading to nowhere:

.

in d search of d one I care;

.

walking back to d time

NO!! I can't even dare;

.

u may laugh at IT

but atleast m not LYING

.

IMMORTALIY is not__ for what m CRYING

silent in silence__smiling in crowd;

.

secrecy of ma GRIEF

leaving it untold __i have  vowed;

.

dont give a fuck to haters

dats wat m proud;

.

not asking for ur sorrows to give me

its one thing dat m BUYING;

.

IMMORTALIY is not__ for what m CRYING

loved _hated___ignored and accepted

.

leading to consequence dat no-one is affected;

.

regaining my confidence

NUMB but still CLARIFYING;

.

IMMORTALIY is not__ for what m CRYING

exam TIMEPASS

Tryin to kill tym ....

so its must to write dis rhyme;

sometimes theres a whisper ..

sometimes tapping f knuckles ;

wanna give ma sheet back ...

To make me free of shakles;

sounds f turning pages...

Me rubbing my head;

evryonez hands r moving...

But it seemz like m DEAD;

hardly 10 minutes r passed ...

I wrote d whole i know ;

but in vain m sitting here ...

Coz dey r'nt lettin me go;

invigilator wandering in room...

Some students r also done ;

its even harder to sit heya dan a cross country run;

noises coming from outside d room 1 is not in dress code ...

Childhood was free of tensions ..now ma head has 2 bear ol d load;

music retrieves tension n m free frm ol griefs n pain...

Its examination hall and m writing ol dis ...feels lyk m INSANE...

BREAKUP to OVERCOME

m not a poet__ so dis is not a poem

reality of MOST __rest read it as a RHYME 

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_________________________________________________________________________________

earphones stuffed in__drowned in WORDS

repeating the song of situation __u've never heard

.

just to put viel on ur pain

u stay lone __that too in vain

.

world seemz away__way far AWAY

all alone u r___ ALONE!, UNKNOWN! and STARY

.

though u pray still to fix d mishappening

but u urself have put __d "final nail in d COFFIN"

.

u feel like "prey of fate"...blaming all on it

IGNORING d grief of separation__dats what u cant omit

.

all alone SOMEHOW__ that moments u beared

dont wanna recall& dont even wanna share

.

messed past __strengthn ur TOMORROW

tomorrow

d hope of let go of ur sorrow

.

letting ur fault__not to trail ur path

mischevious mind__shud cover up d wrath!

.

time passes by__drying d tears u cried

__

at first u feel DEPRESSED__and remain lonesome

but b stable__coz u have a BREAKUP TO OVERCOME