to b what i was

i tried ma best

fuck wat says d rest

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but all went away in vain

but dats it.. i wont try again!!

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i opened up like a book 

but dat was not enough though

chuck it.. i'll live

like i was living before

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i just had a dream dats wot i'll xplain 

but all dreams need not to come true

some untold words ..

sharing whom i wanted to

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i;ll recover but cracks remain

repenting me dat i tried in vain 

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was i worth more . i still dont kno

atleast m trying hard just to let it go.

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let it go nd pretend nothing happend

pretention is all i can do coz its my only weapon

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weapon which i can use in ma defence ..now and then

to overcome the situation i am in

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 no offence if situation worsen coz 

i'll try my best 2 be what i was